The school called, the funding application is almost ready. It should be done by Monday afternoon and I need to come in so they can review it with me. The application (I guess) has to be approved by the parents & I know it is going to be brutal. Not positive, not full of cans, has potential tos, is attemptings etc. It has to be negative, I know that.
I am not ready to hear it, again. The points made in the application are nothing new. There will be no earth shattering “I didn’t know that” moments. But, I am just not ready to hear that his fine motor skills are at 2 years + 7. Or that his gross motor skills are 3+1. Or that his expressive language is at 3+5 (or whatever the numbers come in at). I know it. I just don’t want to read it.
Nathan has made so much progress over the summer & I hope that I am able to remember that as I go through the report. I also hope I don’t cry.